I was recently looking through pictures from last year and who was featured in those pictures.. So much has changed. I remember last year, the night that the class of 2011 had graduated, the person that came over to my house.. I use to adore that person. I use to talk to him all the time. Now I never do. And its just wild to me, really, how I cared so dearly for that person a year ago and now he’s not a part of my life at all.

I keep trying to move forward from my feelings for you but I just can’t. And it pisses me off more than anything. I don’t know if its because I know you don’t care or if its the fact that I know you never will. I miss our friendship. I miss the fun we used to have every day, now that’s just gone. All because of certain choices we’ve made. I miss the way you used to be.